Just a dream!

Am stuck in a place, where everything hurts,
Having to choose between what is right from wrong,
I find myslef crumbling down,
Catching a glance at the world from the moutain top,
Seems like everything is gone..Just within that moment.

I have imagined life would be better,
Watching as the sun goes down and the moon comes up,
Looking left and right and wondering if am here alone,
Could this be? Could this really be the end?
Pacing down and forth I had no answers too those questions.

The worst part is yet to come to an end,
The worlds shaking, everything turns too dust,
I realised I have to climb that mountain alone,
My hope seems to be fading away,
Reaching at the top..the sky seems to be covered with darkness.

Its getting cold with no one left around me,
I can hear my heart beating faster and faster every minute,
Lighting strikes...the clouds are moving
I try not to look back as everything crumbles in front of me,
Am awake and realised it was only just a dream,
As I opened the door everything was normal,
And then I sighed "Am not alone"

The little girl story!

Am going to tell you a story,
Story about a little girl,
A girl who thought she had it all until she lost that one thing that couldn't be replaced,
The girl whose future has been changed,
Everything came too an alt when she heard the whisper "I think we have lost him"
Trying to think about happy thoughts this little girl couldn't figure out what went wrong,
As she sat down on the floor, the tear drops down her face silently and swiftly,
Could you imagine how she felt?

The horror and the terror,
Could you feel that pain?
The pain of loosing someone you love,
What was the purpose of his death? As she asked herself,
Pacing down the stairs to comfort her mum
She thought to herself "What could she possibly say?
She stopped and thought about what just happened and asked "Why me?
The confusing thing to this catastrophe is that she found herself asking herself questions,
I was this little girl,
I know what pain is,
I realised I lost the one thing that no one could replace,
He was my dad, He's name was Christopher!

Girl Friends...

I miss the old times in college,

My batch, My girls,

Rachel Adeusi and Esther Ehuwa my one in a million girls,

Its not everyday in life that you can get hot chicks like this girls,

They have made everyday with them count,

They helped me when things weren't going right,

I couldn't have wished for a more better girlfriends.

Esther Ehuwa don't get me started, always putting a smile on my face,

Pretty, very pretty and also smart,

Her height might make you think she is innocent but dam this chick is like a bull.

She fights for what she believes in and never gives up,

Always there to give you an advise when I don't know what to do,

This angelic beauty also made me sacred at times,

The memories we shared were good but sometimes bad, but mostly the adventures were unforgettable.

She had the most expensive simile that even lit's up your face when you are down,

There are memories I remember and laugh about and there are others memories when I look back and say too myself thank God we are still friends,

I remember when we had this fight at woolwich and we were pulling each others weave,

I remember when she slapped me but then that's another story.

Rachel Adeusi the lovely Bella her special someone calls her that,

Clam, quite and sometime cunning,

A friend that has always been here for me since day one,

My sister, best friend..What could I have done without you sometimes...

There are times when we had our ups and downs,

There are times when we make mistakes,

There are times when we feel neglected,

There are times when we say the wrong things, but at the end of the day we were Still there for each other.

I guess we won't be together forever,

Am scared that very soon we will go our separate ways,

I guess what am trying to is let's live for now and enjoy the moments,

Lets try and bring all our memories back,

Lets go on a long ride and say all the things we've always wanted to say,

Am scared for now but I need to learn how to let you guys go,

I love you guys for loving me for who I am..

Imagine

If only there was a wand,
To wish all my pain away,
If only I had one wish,
To wish my dad was here,
Imagine my life was too end today?
I would thank everyone for making me enjoy it.


Imagine if he loved me?
I would love him back and show the world that he matters more to me than anything,
Imagine my dad was here?
I will be his little princess again and love him till we part.


Imagine me without my brother? Prince Olikeze
I wouldn't be able to enjoy childhood at all,
Imagine the world without my mum?
I wouldn't be here at all,
Imagine if the world was dark?
My nightmares will hunt me till I see the light,
Imagine the world without the people I love  and loved?
This world will be NO world at all

A Mother

A mother, my mother, our mums,

They are real treasures

My mum is a single mother,

She is the definition of a true mother,

Without her I will be no one,

Without her I will get no where,

Through the ups and downs she has had in her life,

She always stood by me, instructed me about what was right and wrong.

What else can a mother be?

She is thoughtful,

Full of surprises, Dam I love her!

The simile on her face makes me happy,

Yet the wrinkle on her face reminds me that she is getting old.

Dear mother, sweet mother,

So tender and loving,

The world revolves around you.

For everything she has done, I want to repay her back,

I want to make her feel special,

I want to care for her the same way she has cared for me,

I want to love her and thank her for her everyday effort,

I want to put a never ending smile on her face!

The gentle breeze that sweeps her feet,

Her hands so soft and can also be used for correction,

Her hugs seem to last for a long time,

Her skin so soft and tender that you lean on her in times of trouble,

Her words of wisdom shows what she has experienced at her teenage days,

Her stories, so eye-catching and intriguing!

Her hard work is a lot,

“Am in tears” words can’t express the love that I have for her,

I have made her cry, upset, down and yet she still loves me? Yes that’s a mother!

Catered for me when I was sick, catered for me as her daughter, I am her daughter.

A mother like this is one I want to keep forever.

Catching a glimpse at her face in my head,

I can always hear her laughters,

Though I may tell her “I hate her sometimes” but these words are not true,

I cherish her, I love her,

She is everything I aspire to become in a woman,

She is worth everything!

Then there are days when I think too myself….Am going to loose her,

I can’t have her forever, that’s why every memory and moment counts now than before,

I want her to hold on to me forever, for eternity,

I am not ready to let her go,

Knowing I have such treasure as a mother makes me the happiest girl in the world,

A mother, my mother, our mum

They are the real treasures.

I love you mum!

Inner Thoughts

Am lost in a world of darkness,
Cant seem to get things right,
Am under pressure, am stress,
Am losing control of who I am, and what am trying to be.
I don't have a way any more, I find myself following others,
Anything I touch turns to dust, Am trying my best,
When I look back all I see is my shadows pushing me to do the things I don't want to do.

Am losing it, Am losing it
My brain can only last for a certain time because of the quantity of information that I have stored in it,
Am keeping myself to myself,
No one knows what am going through because I have decided to hide my feelings away from the world and from the people I love.
The only person that hurts is me,
The only person that struggles is me,
The only person that's left behind is me,
The only person I trust is me,
What am I going to loose if I was to share my pain and fulfil all my desire? I believe the answer to that question is everything.

Who am I turning into? Where am I heading?
Am stuck I feel like an engine ruining without no fuel,
I feel like a planet without no electricity,
I feel like my dreams will be crushed one day, because I make mistakes everyday,
Am willing to take anybody's advise now because I know it will be too late for me later on, but i hope my family and friends are there for me no matter what.

FATAL DISATER

I lift my head up high,

And all I see is the world crumbling at my feet,

I turn around to help those around me, but they all turn too dust,

We fight but what do we fight for?

Is it:

             

            For our rights to live

            For our rights to vote

            For our rights to be together

            For our rights to mix with other cultures

I believe the world will reunite one day, but that day I feel would be too late

We have forgotten why we live?

We have forgotten the power we have

We let others decide our faith

We let others invade our life

We have the power to do the unthinkable

We have the power to make a difference

But yet we are scared because we know we are going to be defeated,

I know what I was sent to do on earth….

But the question is what were you sent here for?

The Train

The prodigious platform 4, 
Waiting for the train, it arrives at 22:59
Am waiting to arrive at my destination, 
Through the tunnels, I can't seem to think about what might happen, 
The passengers, some awake, some asleep.


I always found myself looking back and forth, 
Catching a glimpse at the adverts posted on the train walls, 
I sat on my seat, watching as the train moved more faster, 
The seats are less occupied, 
But the most thing is I can't wait to get home.


As the train got to each passengers destination, 
The train becomes less empty
The noises, the crying, the yawning these are all signs of tiredness,
Some coming from work, some coming back from their various outings.
My mum and brother are seating in front of me so then I don't feel lonely,
As I gazed out the window, the streets looked empty, Where have all the people gone too I asked myself?
Fast approaching my stop, I cant wait to sleep on my bed.


My mum taking a silent nap,
My brother looking out the window as if searching for something important,
Am just the girl seating on the train awaiting my stop!